The Awakening Code
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Dear Friends and Seekers of Truth,
By the time I was 15 I'd attended every Christian denomination that was available in my area.. which was most of them because my family had moved to Colorado severak years before.. but I still wasn't finding what I was looking for.
It wasn't until the middle of my 15 year that I finally found it. Or to be more exact, I experienced it. It happened in a church one night after services when the pastor invited everyone to come down and confess their sins to Jesus. I was on my knees praying at the front of the church and tears were flowing profusely. I can't remember a time prior to that when I had been so sincere as I was at that moment in time.
Then suddenly, every care I had the world was lifted from my shoulders and a wonderful, loving feeling came over me. I came to understand later that I had experienced a mental, emotional and spiritual healing, and that the Holy Spirit had decended upon me. That was the first of what was to become many experiences I have had of God in my life.
The bliss and joy of that experience faded in a few weeks though and life reverted back to "normal".. which by most standards would qualify as highly dysfunctional.. and no matter what I did I could not make it come back. Later on, after I was out on my own.. I was around 20 as I recall.. meditation became very interesting to me. I'd met a man who was deeply involved in a spiritual meditation grougp who told me a spiritual teacher was coming to me soon, and he was right.
As it turned out, I joined a Hindu meditation group. It appeared that the leader had found God, and I decided I was going to as well. I wasn't necessarily a Hindu, nor did I really want to be, but I was intrigued because Jesus had said the Kingdom of Heaven was within.. and I was determined to find it. But I didn't. At least not with that group. It did lead me to the love of my life, but it wasn't until six years after her death that I finally found what I was seeking.
I lost my way, and indeed I lost my whole world when I lost her, and I had no idea what to do. All I knew how to do it seemed was to pray.. so I told God that I needed to know who, and what I was and that I didn't care how hard it was but that I needed it as fast as possible. And that was when things got really interesting.
Six years later, after reading hundreds of books, meditating for hours on end, and selling my home and moving out into the forest.. it finally happened. I was in meditation one night and suddenly I was in the Pure Light of Undifferentiated Consciousness, and the next day I was in Golden Oneness. I experienced The Body Of God In Creation.. or what Jesus had called The Kingdom of Heaven. And by Grace there have been several more Awakenings since then.
It was the culimination of those experiences that brought about this program. I did find out who and what I was, who and what we ALL are.. and it is that I AM. I also found out that Jesus was right.. the Kingdom of Heaven IS within.. and in the midst of us. We LIVE in it, but we don't realize it because we have lost our way. We are part of God.. and as the Bible says.. "Ye are gods, yet ye know it not". But we are now finding our way back home.
The Awakening Code is being developed and will be finished in a matter of weeks. In the meantime I will post relevant content on spiritual awakening on this site, and please visit my other websites at John Michael Christian and also Spontaneous Awakening You will find information and resources on both that I hope will help you on your journey. If you like, please sign up for the Consciousness News and I will notify you when The Awakening Code is ready for download.